Saturday, December 12, 2009

Random...

It's been quite awhile since my last entry =) was busy on course @ PLC for 3 weeks~!!

Got a lot of projects to do during the course... and a lot of drills to do too =)

A very fruitful course for my army career i guess...

hmm...quite a number of events that have been happening during this period, got both good and bad...got a little bit rocky on my relationship... and makes me realized the importance of close friends...irregardless whether they are a guy friend or girl friend =)

I mean that i love him a lot, but it's just that sometimes, i start to feel...that i got no air to breathe... in the sense that i got no air time for myself and hanging out with my friends often... due to the nature of my work, i only have little time for myself...so most of my "little time" were given to my bf... and i always left out my friends... and recently, we sort of like argued bout this problem that i have, but it seems like he don't really find it a problem...but i do.

I even tried to ask my mum for advice, but all she told me is to give him some time to get use to it and tell him nicely...but i actually DID~!!

I even have a problem going home to spend time alone or with my mum alone...he just want s to tag along!! when i told him nicely tt i wanna go home to sleep, he understands BUT he tried to push his luck into persuading me to go home with him instead...WTF??!! And almost everyday he does that...esp.whenever i'm free...

He's not stopping me to meet up with my friends...but he'll always wanted to meet me straight after my meetings with my girlfriends or even come to the state of joining me and my girlfriends for lunch??!! Then how would i be able to have girls talk when he's around?? ok, enough said that...

Recently, i have this infatuation feeling for this guy i got to know from my course... and when he knew about it, he got very sensitive whenever i wanna meet up with friends he doesn't know... and i've already assured him that there's nothing going on between the both of us... we're just friends.... but he didn't believed me...and start to assume things.... which makes me wanna faint due to lack of oxygen....

I don't know what's with him now...i really hoped everything will go bk to normal soon =)

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.12:03 AM.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

K-boxing with babes =)

Met up with my girlfriends on Monday for K-box session~!! woohoo...

Amanda just broke up with her bf, and we just managed to cheer her up =) Hope that she's feeling better now...(*although she's the one that initiates the breakup, but i guess it's still does hurt a little...*)

hmm..really felt great hanging out with my girlfriends once in a while...

Due to my busy schedules, we only can do this when i clear my off or when im not that busy at work =)

Today went to Simei ITE (*which is my former school*) for ITE Career Fair. my purpose there is to help the Army Recruitment Center at their booth there...

Saw my ex-classmate still studying over there... but graduating soon =)

The feeling back there was superb~!! all those flashbacks of the good old times when i was still a student in Simei ITE... used to disturb teachers at times, eat alot...lols...with weiling, Yan hao, Mag and the guys gang... haha!! Lookat how time flies...I'm already a 3SG le...done with all the tough trainings... lols~!

I sounded as if I'm super old already... lols~!!

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:05 AM.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Random...

Changed a new skin for my blog... feeling lighter & freshen up =)

I'm on duty today again... v v sleepy...Rainy day somemore.... good weather to hide under the blanket n never go out...haha~!! but i can't... *sigh*

Had lunch with dear dear =) felt wierd when the rest of the comds sits tgt & he hv to sit with me... felt akward for him n myself... Probably he doesn't mind at all.

I'm feeling sick but not till the stage tt i can take a att c and zzz at home... lols~!!

So felt v xin ku at times... Cough n flu but no fever....

Hoping for a better day tomorrow =)

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.11:19 PM.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Going to get depression soon...

Being girls in the army is never easy... And you'll always realized it when it's too late...

I used to have lots of passion bout things in the uniform group, but now...I see it in a different angle...

Although im starting to get a bit negative bout it, i still have a little hope of seeing a better side of uniformed group. Let's hope for the better until my bond ends... =)

My bed buddy have already flew to the faraway land in USA for training....

*miss her already*

I'm now missing all my close girlfriends loads man~!! wanna hang out with them soon but got tied down by duties & duties & duties... *sigh*

Love their presence =) and of course my dear dear =)

When things in life got tough, I've got close friends & loved ones to lend a shoulder to me...always.

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.3:01 AM.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

D-day!!!

FINALLY... my dear dear is coming back tml morning~!! And i'm going to fetch him together with his dad over at the air base =)

these 2 weeks has been very hectic & stress for me at work... Knowing the fact that the guys won't give u any cooperation to at least ease ur job...but i still dig myself a hole to jump into....

a really deep one. I did teared n cried a few times in the toilet...but that doesn't help at all... even when im typing this, i felt wet on my eyes... Maybe this job just doesn't suit me...

I treat them like my guys...someone that I would protect them from any form of attacks from other people.... but what do they treat me as?? Someone that just go yelling them around to do things that they find it redundant?? Or someone that need to be even more pro in networking system in order to be their in-charge?? If this team goes to war, we'll sure be dead long time ago... I really ran out of idea to keep this plt together... I had enough, I'm tired...

When i got home, thought that at least I have a shelter of peace n quiet from problems. I was wrong once again... It's my divorced parents problems... And i teared over the conversation with my dear dear again... he felt my pressure from work n home... I need to get out of this asap...

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.5:49 AM.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Random.....

I went for Medical appointment on monday @ NUH...
Coz my stomach hv not been very well... did some test for my condition...
and after the result is out, the doctor told me that I hv to be on long term medication coz it's not caused by bacteria or genetic issues... it's the food that i consumed n stress at work... He even told me that i cant eat Spicy, Curry, Chili food...(*these are my fav lo...sigh*) Plus milk...

At night, I had dinner with my bro n his GF =) they are really a funny couple... And despite the fact that they always quarrel, they hv been with each other for bout 6 years~!! Then after that, my mum's bf offered to send me back to camp...lols... So good.... hee...

Knowing the news that my dear dear is coming back this weekend, I'm soo happy and excited to see him~!! lols... really missing him every moment whenever I am...
Luckily I'm living in a IT Savvy Era...if not, I would hv miss him even more... haha!!

At work, I must really Jia you Jia you le.... hmm...in order to prove myself.... =)

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.3:20 PM.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Meet up with weiling...=)

I met up with my close galfriend, Weiling... =) went to orchard to walk walk & update each other at the same time~!

hmm...we also both share with each other the obstacles we both faced at work..*sigh* and she even teared la.... *sayang* *sayang*... poor thing...

haha...this was taken when we were at Starbucks chilling out.... Planning for her birthday party!!!

FANCL =) bought the facial washing powder..... not bad though... hee!!!

haha..really had a great time just by walking down the orchard road with her =)

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.11:08 PM.